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Heyo! I’m Peach-chan anon~ how are you? I’m here for another romantic question for you and Dazai-kun ** How did the two of you met? Like, I read somewehere here that you entered Uzumaki Cafè and Dazai jumped from his seat screaming “Barbie!?” Loooool but was that the very first time you two met? If yes then there’s something else you can tell about you two? I’m just curious, you and Dazai are too cute >♡< 🍑

Hello peachy pie!!! ❤ I’m doing alright, school is getting me a little stressed but it’s all alright. How’re you?? ^^ And oh! Well, actually… That is the first time we met as far as we’re aware, yes. Neither of us seem to really recall that time in Haneda Airport, one little lost girl crying to stay home, being found by a young boy who’d just lost his best friend, a boy who wanted nothing more than to leave… Nobody remembers that. He doesn’t, she doesn’t… He’s forgotten the reason he stayed. I forgot the reason I agreed to board the plane… I can’t tell you a story I can’t remember. But sometimes I think, Dazai reminds me of a bandaged boy I saw maybe seven years ago…

Yes! That was the first time we went. I stepped into the cafè, and a strange (but handsome) man stood up with a violent shock from his seat, shouting the most interesting name, but he was certainly looking at me. Or… Was he? Before I could be sure my parents shoving me towards the steps that would take me up to the Agency. Little did I know he worked there… Little did the strange man know I’d soon work there, too! 

Something else… Hmhm! Well, if you want, I could tell you about when we stole Yosano’s lipstick 😛 it was his idea, of course, but that’s all I have time for now!

Bless your heart Peach-chan!! I’m flattered that you think we’re cute aaa,,, Hope to see you soon :> stay peachy!

for the colors questions.. electric violet?

thank u sm anon-chan,,

electric violet – what’s something odd, extravagant, or thrilling that your f/o like to do sometimes?

Does being part of a detective agency and solving murder and crime and dealing with the supernatural literally all the time not count as odd, extravagant, or at least thrilling? Wow, what a world we’ve come to! That’s normal here in Yokohama I guess XD I suppose we like to rummage around in the laundry room looking for spare coins every now and then, and compete to see who’s found the most money by the end. Is that more like what you meant? ;w;

black, dim grey, french blue, and canary yellow and you and dazai 💞

BLESS YOU EMI!!!

black – how do you and your f/o comfort each other during rough
times? Dazai used to do his very best not to admit when he wasn’t
feeling all that hot, but ever since he got better at stating his
feelings (at least to me), some days when the depression’s hitting him
really hard he just holds me close in bed as soon as I wake up and
whispers that it’s just going to be one of those days, I call the Agency
and let them know we won’t be coming to work today – they’re awfully
kinder about letting Dazai off the hook when he’s not pretending he’s
just wasting time and let’s me tell them honestly what’s happening, even
if I don’t tell them everything. After that, I go back to bed so he can
sleep a little more… If he has nothing but nightmares then I do my
best to make sure he takes care of himself – I feed him and clean him
and listen to him if he wants to talk and distract him if he doesn’t
want to talk. He likes to just lay his head in my lap as I comb my
fingers through his hair… If it’s just work stress or mafia stress
getting to him though it’s usually best to distract him with lots of
kisses!

As for me… When I’m having one of those
anxiety days he finds it necessary to hover around me at all times. He
makes me eat even if it’s just a little, takes me into a quiet place so I
can cry without anyone seeing me, and goes out of his way to remind me
that I’m loved and cared for. I don’t really like being alone when I’m like that, so the first thing he does is shuffle me to the Agency (even if he doesn’t actually let me do any work.) Just being around the other members tends to boost my mood, and Dazai makes absolutely sure that everyone gives me the proper amount of attention… I won’t ever ask for that when I’m feeling down because I don’t want to be a burden, but nothing stops Dazai from giving me what I need ;w; And of course as soon as work gets out and we have to go home again, Dazai puts on cartoons into the DVD player immediately – he never asks which because he knows what I like.

dim gray – what do you two wear to formal events? what kinds of formal events do you go to together? Dazai
loves taking me on all the fancy dinner dates then having fun making
fools of ourselves in front of everyone by burping, talking and laughing
too loud, or just straight up clambering onto the table and dancing
together. In addition to the dinner dates, we’ve snuck into many the
mafia party! :’) That’s the kind of formal events we go together, I suppose – there was that one Cinderella ball but ah, that’s a long story! What we wear
to formal events is… It varies more for me than it does for Dazai,
all honesty. We both have yukatas, but those are more for festivals of
course. Other than the yukata, Dazai really only has two suits – a black
one and a white one, and though he has plenty of ties he really does
prefer the bolo with the blue gem! As for me… After attending a lot of
Agency parties by shuffling around two major outfit combinations around
constantly, Dazai vowed to buy me a new dress for every occasion he
could think of, and then some – while that’s awfully sweet and I’m so
happy to have all these lovely pink dresses (and one nice pink tux), I’m
seriously running out of closet space! Help!

french blue – after you two have gone stable, what kinds of dates do you go on?
Whatever we like, honestly! Anything and everything is fair game. Dates
can be as simple as cuddling in the downstairs cafe or taking a trip
all the way to Yokohama harbor and going for a ride in the Ferris wheel.
The only thing dates with Dazai have in common is that they’re all
spontaneous, spur of the moment – one minute Dazai is lying down on the
couch and the next thing I know he’s taken my hand and dragged me out
the door, babbling about buying me a delicious crepe between something
about the perfect day for a walk on the beach!

canary yellow – what are the silliest nicknames you and your f/o use for each other? Oh,
you know, normal stuff! Stuff like “marshmallow angel sparkly princess
poo“ and “sexy bandage detective man,“ “little bubble butt mermaid“ and
“mister tall dark chocolate factory!“ Though I suppose calling each
other “Barbie“ and “Ken“ qualifies as just as silly, too. And let’s not
forget Dazai’s personal favorite – “my daily dose of Sara-tonin!“

Hi there! Your secret santa here. Is there anything you don’t like? Just want to make sure I don’t give you something you aren’t comfortable with.

Omg hello!!! It’s nice to meet you Santa ❤️

Iiii really don’t like when Dazai is being too teasing or borderline mean because I couldn’t handle that,,, don’t make him too dark and sadistic, he’s romantic and bouncy!! ;;o;; I don’t like any other ships but you probably already know that, haha, selfship with me and him only! (Do you have refs? I can’t remember if I sent them to the organizer or not so just let me know!) if you don’t want to draw or write me, you can just do cute Dazai on his own. And nothing nsfw or angst ofc :O anything else… I guess I prefer Agency!Dazai to Mafia!Dazai, while I love both my thing sort of takes place in the “”“present”“” !

If these aren’t the answers you were looking for, please feel free to send another ask 💕

Tuttu-ruuu~ I’ve a question for you! What do you think about Yosano-sensei?

YOU MEAN MY QUEEN??? My MOTHER?????

Ahem… Bless you for this question, anon-chan! I Have too much fun with these opinion asks, as I’ve made known :3 As always, double the answers means double the fuuun~!

As a character, Yosano’s honestly probably the best one. A creative ability and a wonderful personality, sometimes I wish she was real so she could look after me when I’m out in public getting pushed around by people. I’ve introduced a lot of butterfly designs into my outfits and accessories thanks to her! (And between you and me, with the butterfly visual cropping up in BSD so much, I think it might mean a little more than a way to represent Yosano… But I haven’t figured out what just yet!!) And like, manga spoilers but oh my gosh no wonder she values life so much… No wonder her personality’s a little off its hinges sometimes she’s been through SO MUCH. War and everything… She loves life so much and tries so hard to help people. She really is a doctor – doctors want nothing more than to help their patients, even if her methods are a little unorthodox. Bless her,, I also really like that she’s not like, super sexy or a femme fatale or wearing revealing clothing or just wanted by all the guys or on a million romantic escapades or whatever. She’s just pretty and awesome and that’s all there is to it. Bless BSD’s treatment of female characters!

In character~! Yosano seems a little scary to the guys here in the Agency sometimes, but she’s so nice to me!! She looks out for me and always pushes me to be myself and never back down from who I am! When I first fell for Dazai, the only person I told (besides my best friend Junichirou) was Yosano. I thought she’d have good advice for me, like teaching me to do my make-up better like hers… Not that I wear make-up, which of course she knew! And that’s why she said no! I was so hurt. She wouldn’t teach me! And then she explained why – it wasn’t that she didn’t want to, it was that I didn’t need make-up to win Dazai over. If it wasn’t in my nature to wear it, then I shouldn’t wear it for someone else. If it was in my nature to wear it, then I shouldn’t stop for someone else! If he couldn’t love me the way I was Yosano promised to tear him apart, knowing that he couldn’t be healed by her ability. That was really scary, but at the same time she inspired me to just !! Go out there and win him over just by being Sara, plain and tall. But it’s not just me loving her – I think she’s really happy to have me around too. I’m the only one who’s happy to go shopping with her!

Rin’s girlfriend…? Oh my! I’m Makoto’s girlfriend! Possible that we never met each other…? :o However thank you for the answer, it’s very cute what you’ve said~ 🍑

Ah!! Perhaps we have met, and just forgot! 😮 Makoto is a very good boy yes yes big buff sweet smiley orca. I’m just… Teeth. Crybaby shark,, yes. Anyways bless!! Thank you for the question Peach-chan 😀 looking forward to seeing you in my inbox more!

I’m the anon who asked you about Oda! Yup, I’m still here~ this time I wanted to ask you a question that has been in my mind for a while~ I don’t know if you already answered this but here we go: how did you fell in love with Dazai? And when? It’s a difficult question maybe but I was just too curious and in search for some romanticism~ (I’ll sign myself “🍑” from now on~)

Ah!!! I am so glad you are still here, omg~ I will call you Peach-chan! And I appreciate you asking this, because no, I haven’t answered it before! Dazai’s answered but not me. I will once again answer this question twofold! The simplest questions often tend to have the longest answers, after all.

In real life, I fell in love like, right away. Instantly. It took one episode and that was that. It was helped along by the fact that I went in with the knowledge that the shares a voice with my boyfriend at the time (Rin Matsuoka from Free!) but there was no way I could have ever been prepared for someone so charming. And so sad… I think that’s what struck me. Here’s this person who obviously hates himself and wants to die, but he’s always laughing and smiling and helping others. I wanted to be like him :0 and I dunno, I’m always finding myself attracted to sad people 😦 all my friends are depressed or suicidal one way or another… And I’m always happy cheery. I like to be there for them! It’s nice to be needed aaa,,

In character…! I fell in love with Dazai RIGHT AWAY. I mean, it’s hard not to fall in love with the handsome man who flirts with you as soon as you enter the doors of the Agency, haha! And then he asks for a double suicide… That’s intriguing, to say the least. Was he okay…? The longer I worked for them the more intriguing he became. A past shrouded in mystery, a demeanor which suggests both that he’s perfectly happy and perfectly unhappy all at the same time. Crush-at-first-site turned to into a really, really intense infatuation with him… But he couldn’t love me in return, could he? He must’ve had a girlfriend already, or maybe he was just… Too distracted for love. I’m glad I was wrong!

Hey Sara what do you think about Odasaku?

(This is a very very very good question and I wish people would ask me my opinion of or on BSD characters and other things more often omg so THANK YOU anon-chan and SINCE it is very good question, I must answer it two ways – one is from a real life perspective and the other is from my self insert’s point of view within the context of the BSD universe.)

So first things first, Oda is absolutely one of my favorite characters in BSD, but I try really hard not to talk about him because I usually tend to get really sad. I put the blame of his death SQUARELY on Mori and Gide’s shoulders, however, so I need you to know I love Ango just as much. He’s important to me because he’s important to My Husband™

and he made a huge impact on his life and turned it around for the better and I’m just so so grateful for characters in canon that look out for Dazai like that. They’re doing for me what I can’t actually go do in person, they’re saving him. Oda saved him. And he’s just a likeable character beyond that – and you gotta respect one of few canon characters who is ACTUALLY a writer! It’s just him and Poe, yo. I also feel a very strange and very strong connection with him?? Maybe because that episode came out when my grandmother passed away, but Oda often feels like somebody I knew, somebody I lost, somebody who’s missing in my life. They really did a great job of using him to break our hearts… Also, he’s my mom’s favorite character
😂

she says he’s real handsome and that’s just that.

Now, as for my “in-character” answer…

Oda!!! I met Dazai a long time after he was around. I didn’t know who he was for a while, actually. I saw him for the first time in an old photograph with Dazai and Ango (I knew who Ango was, though! He helped us with the Guild incident and during that unfortunate time I was being harassed). Dazai said he was an old friend, and that they hadn’t seen each other in a long time. He didn’t tell me anything else, but it was easy to see by his face that he got sad when thinking about him… So I did what any wife would do and tried to reunite him with his drinking buddy! I tore the photo, and…

Well. I met Oda. And I guess that should’ve been impossible, because Oda was the one who let me know that Dazai had neglected to tell me… Oda’s dead.

At least now I know who he is. It’s a shame I’ll never get to see him again (had to tape the photo back together or I think Dazai would’ve been even sadder) but I’m happy that I met him, because he was really important to Dazai and if it weren’t for him, the two of us might never have even met!

(To all future askers and anons: PLEASE ask me about any character omg I will GLADLY answer, I encourage you to send those good asks!!! I like to talk!!!)